before i start emo-ing,
to: JOSEPH & SHARON
HAPPY ENGAGEMENT!! :) on 07/07/07
sorry that i couldnt attend, it's kind of a last min notice and i alr had plans.
nevertheless, i wish both of you will be happy together, forever.
and rest assure, i'll attend ur wedding dinner on 06/07/08!! :)
to: SZE JUN HAO
all the best for ur finals!! hopefully u're in the top 3! :)
dont think u'll get to see this but still, sorry i couldnt make it today to support u!
but i've faith in u that u'll make it to some title even if it's not the top 3! :)
to: QUEK PEI LING!!
hellos quackie, sorry we had to cancel the chalet! super wrong timing i guess?
know u're super disappointed but it's ok, we're hanging out next week alrights?
so looking forward to see you! :)
okies done, back to emo-ing.
heard this somewhere - when u fall for someone, u're no longer free. it's no longer that simple a thing.
u can try to occupy ur time with a lot of stuff but at the end of the day, that person will still fill ur mind every now and then.
to love and to be loved, which one would u prefer?
the selfish me says: to be loved.
cos i've experienced wad it was like to love and not to be loved in return.
only when u're being loved will u be able to decide whether u want to return the love.
but even if u decided not to, it's okay, that person will still love u for as long as he/she can.
i hate myself when i'm doing all these.
i want to forget everything abt u but everytime i try, i'm falling deeper.
will we ever meet again after the next few weeks?
will i be able to smile genuinely if i were to come across u one day on the streets?
why is it so hard for one to put down everything at a certain place and run away for a while?
run away frm responsibilities, frm ppl, frm pressures, frm commitments..
frm everything.
i wanna take a break frm everything.
sometimes, i wish i could go overseas and not come back.
but most of the times i know i wont cos i'll be missing all my frens and my loved ones here!
but there's a trade off here - all the unhappy memories and stuff will likewise be stuck here!
life's complicated. love's complicated. human beings are complicated.
why do we have to think abt so much stuff before we decide on something?
i'm exhausted, tired, worn out, drained..
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