i'm totally pissed off today!!
i cant take it anymore!!
why must you always do these stuff to me?! (be it consciously or subconsciously)
do you have any FREAKING idea how much it hurts?!
i wish i could stab you alive to vent my anger!! (that's how pissed i am!)
i'm counting down to the number of days i've left to be affected by what you do and say.
after that, i'll be free frm being mood swingy and all.
do you know how many times i've told myself that u're not worthy at all,
but i just cant seem to let go and move on?!
do you know how many buckets of tears i've shed just cos of you?!
do you know how much i hate myself for making those mistakes and seeing us end up like this?!
you've been claiming that we're friends but do you actually know what it means to be treating me as a friend?! or are you just giving me this term to make me feel better?!
a friend is a person other than a family member, spouse or lover whose company one enjoys and towards whom one feels affection. (frm wiktionary)
are you sure i'm being treated that way?!
i'm just being cranky i guess?
thanks to su xian and xin for listening to all my whinings!
sorry to an xiu for not accompanying you for lunch.
i want a closure to all that is happening btw us.
i dont ever want to this self-destructing me again!
i know i'll make it, someday.
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