don't ask me why i'm up during such unearthly hours, cos sx just did!
haha. that was rather sweet of her but i just had tons of stuff on mind.
the weekend was CRAP! )):
though fri night was great - spent quality time with wee & stephie, counted down to wee's bday (with some stupid stuff that i did in btw which i shant mention), and got real high.
but sat was i dunno, TOTALLY CRAPPY!!
wanted to go for glass gathering but the day didnt start well at all!
sorry ade for not gg for the gathering.
anyways, the brother had to made me cried damn badly in the early morning!!!
totally spoilt my mood for the rest of the day can?!
hello, the last time i checked, i dont deserve to be treated this way can?!
wth. i dont think i owe you my life! aargh!
i wished i had the courage to use a knife and slash my wrist or throat
RIGHT IN YOUR FACE!
i'm surprised i'm still sane after everything.
but i'm not sure how long i can stand it anymore.
it's beginning to wear me out.
so anyways, decided to go mia for a while - appearing offline, switched off my phone and everything?
but somehow, some nice souls made my day though it was just a few hours away frm a new day.
thank God for them! ((:
anyways, realised that there're others who are gg through their own rough patches too.
sx & pl are damn stressed over sch work.
guess SMU isnt really that great aft all huh?
and pl act forgot to hand in her work!
darling, PLEASE go and make frens with the other lawyers to-be.
and to sx, dont get too stressed out.
try coping with it (i know you will), if not when u're doing ur other deg, i think u'll be the nxt one gg mia other than eenie.
darling stephie just went through a rough patch with teddy and she's giving themselves the nxt 6 mths to sort things out. weigh ur consequences before deciding on anything ya?
but whatever u decide on, wee & i will be here! ((:
hema had a crappy sat too. ):
if i ever see her in sch this week, i'm gg to grab her and give her a huge bear hug!
she's so brave, i think i'll break down real bad if such a thing happens to me.
but i'm sure things will work out for the two of them! ((:
and then to these 2, a darling and a buddy of mine, who're in the same boat as me.
xin & gene, no matter how unappreciative our family mem can be at times, know that u 2 are being appreciated by others.
all ur efforts didnt go down to waste.
i've seen them, ur other frens knew abt them.
and if it helps, in any way, God saw it.
i came up with an analogy on sat.
we're all like volcanoes.
there'll be some time where we'll wanna erupt, allowing all the stuff to flow out of it.
when they're done with flowing out, we're left with an empty volcano.
then we can start accumulating everything again.
okie, dun mind the not so technical terms for geog, i admit i did badly for geog!
the pt is that, everybody has a saturation pt.
once they reached it, emotions have to be let out.
and gene, this means even if u have to break down in public.
but aft all the emotions have been let out,
we know that all 3 of us will forgive them for being unappreciative.
and then we'll do some other stupid things again,
just to be appreciated by them.
i believe that one fine day, they will appreciate us (though i think mine is hardly possible to happen).
oh wells, off topic a bit.
i was "enlightened" in a way during critical perspectives today, or rather yst.
it was on multicultural education.
the presenting grp played a song titled
"we're all like crayons"
cant rmb the tune and all, but totally agreed to this.
dont ask me why, just felt that my emotions were stirred when i saw the title.
the weird stuff that i do at times. haha.
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