i'm super emo now!
i dont know why but i'm tearing like mad!
i dont know how to emphasise this,
but i'm really missing school life - as in when u're with a class & everything?
it's quite bad now. really. as in i made new friends, no doubt.
but i dont think we're close to such an extent that we can talk about everything.
i tried though, but somehow, i always hold back.
i dont like this feeling.
it's like you're all alone to fend for yourself?
but you know, at the same time, your old friends are still there for you?
i dont know how to say it,
i just miss all of you!
i miss sec sch days - trainings for cheer comp, copying a.maths & bio, chalets, bbqs, training for footdrill comp, basic & advance nco course, lunch after cca..
i miss jc life - mugging away in canteen, heart-to-heart talks at the grand stand, gossip sessions, toilet visits, library visits, syf trainings..
i guess i should stop being anti-social
and get out of my own comfort zone..
but at the same time, i want to run away from everything.
i just wasted my time away instead of doing my work. argh.
i'm not in the mood to write about self-esteem now - cant find mine anywhere.
the pain in the head is biting me.
i'll pull through, right?
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