aarrgghh. i feel as though i have split personalities rather than being mood swingy.
there are like a few of 'me' trying to surface within minutes/seconds.
this min calm, the next min grumpy, then happy, then mean, then bitchy, then i dont know.. they're trying to take over me! HELP!
i've been rather pissed with myself the last few days!
i keep forgetting to bring ppl's christmas presents/cards out!
if i'm going to forget them again the next 3 days, i'm so going to kill myself!
not being able to pass the card to cheuk on mon wasnt that bad cause xin said i could share her card.
but i wanted to kick myself hard in the tummy on the platform today when i realised that i forgot to bring hui's present out! argh! then i had to only pass it to her when sch reopens, where christmas is wayy over! ):
that aside, i had a fun time with hui & cat today!
and i'm proud, once again, to say that i haven't been splurging on random stuff other than spending on food & buying wine for charles. *pats shoulder*
i like hanging out with them. they're the few who made life much more bearable in school.
hopefully we have more of such hanging outs! (:
thank you hui for the present & card! (:
thank you cat for the souvenir from thailand! (:
and thank you yan ping for the cookies on wed! (:
i feel blessed with them around in school! ((:
was downstairs chatting with gene & tim yst when lim jiaxin called from msia! ((:
since the guys were there, i couldnt really tell her how much i miss her.
but i was VERY happy when i saw a msian number. heh.
sunday, 10pm seems sooo long! ):
hopefully you'll reach earlier than that time. *prays hard*
18 and a half more hours to meeting wee, stephie & the rest of the sec sch people! ((:
i better remember to bring the presents!!
i need to do what i need to do in order for you to move on.
i dont think i'll regret saying what i need to say.
it's way better than letting everything hang there.
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