... 50 miles to go,
she was running low on faith & gasoline,
it had been a long hard year...
in the wee hours of the morning,
as i walked along the corridors of the hospital,
lyrics from songs & lines from novels became very apt.
life is (indeed) a weak, fragile thing.
whatever that took place last night frightened me more than i want to acknowledge.
for a moment, i thought i was going to lose him.
i felt super useless cause i stunned - i didnt know what to do.
the first time i felt my heart beating so fast.
the first time i realised how much he actually meant to me.
but it also made me realised who were the few that i actually will turn to.
and as i sat there waiting, i thought about A LOT of things. (yep, that's agreeing to what van & praba said about me when they were on the phone with me today)
i thought, i should learn how to love him first before i try to love others or let others love me.
a great big huge shout-out to:
1. LIM JIA XIN
you never fail to always be there for me, whatever it is.
thank you, big time! (:
2. PRABAAKARAN (i wrote ur full name! heh.)
thanks for calling to make sure i'm fine, even though it's 4 plus in the morning. (:
all will be well for the two of you ya? i believe!
3. LIU SHU MIN VANESSA
if not for the call just now, i guess you'll be condemned le. heh.
but thanks for letting me let out my feelings! (:
almost 29 hours without sleep is alright i guess?
yst was fun fun fun & more fun till that thing happened.
it was first day of execution of C.H.O.C.O Milk & the kids were SUPER hyper & noisy.
after that was KBOXing with the KBOXers [sigmund, toh jin, yan ping, chau choon (aka 'jie mei') & sidney]. heh. ((:
finally, aft sooo long!
majority of our songs are emo songs, i realised.
and through the songs that they sang, can roughly figure out how they're feeling.
or maybe it's only me who had that thinking. heh.
yesterday was the day that i finally realised just a smile,
a simple msg from you or just an eye contact will make my day,
no matter how bad that day was.
is this for real?
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