okay, so i'm going to break my resolution of not having an emo entry, today.
but whatever had happened today hit me real hard, emotionally.
since it's already over, i see no point in dwelling too much into it, it'll just make me feel worst.
the description that one of my friend said today was so apt.
it's as though i let myself stand in the middle of the hockey field to fend for myself - so vulnerable.
it had been a long day today, and i'm really worn out physically and emotionally.
if only crying everything out would make me feel better.
if only whining to people around (many many thanks to you all) would make me less angry with myself.
if onlys...
it's not about possessing him, it's about him being happy with the one who will bring him happiness - just that i'm not that someone.
on a lighter note, AGM was alright.
and yes, i'm in the FOC '08 comm!
and some arts jamboree thingy that's apparently going to be the rather BIG thing in JUNE 2009!
yep, i'm starting to shift my focus away from you and onto other stuff.
movie with hui & hema on friday!! ((:
on a very very random note.
if you know who you are, i felt super distant from you.
is it just me or is it just you being busy and all?
i dont know.
things will get better after you're done with ur stuff right?
i sincerely hope so..
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