today, i finally admitted to myself that i really am rather foolish.
no matter what others said, i chose to believe that you are not what they said you are.
i chose to give you the benefit of doubt.
but i had to chance upon the fact today though accidentally.
i guess i'm not worthy enough for you to trust...
i could only sigh at our current situation and think about the fun times we had together.
the talk never came...
i thought that i would be fine.
and i thought that i would only see children denying about things in my face.
i never thought i would see a so-called friend doing this.
and i was just concerned about things.
oh wells, i guess i dont deserved that either...
jaded at everything thats going on in my life.
i wished the holidays will be here soon.
someone, take me away from all these please...
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